These Chicks Don't Even Know The Name Of My Band...

So my life has been crazy to say the least, I guess. I am thinking about moving out earlier than expected---around June 25th or so (between Spring and Summer classes!), but I'm not sure on how Miranda is going to take it. I mean, I don't really live at my apartment anymore (I'm so sorry, lil Alex!) and I barely see her as it is even though we live together, but we are like night and day and my life now revolves around my one true love, Jamiers. I know it's bad wanting to be with your boyfriend all the time, but I love sleeping next to him and I love waking up and receiving a soft kiss upon my cheek. I have to tell her soon though. I hope she takes it well. The guilt that is weighing heavy upon my shoulders is getting bigger and bigger as the day we stop living together gets closer and closer. I loved living with her, though the good and bad times, but I just need something new and refreshing to jump start my new life with Jamie. Can you believe that he's already asking when we are going to get married? I mean, June 7th will be only 4 months and he keeps asking, even if it is in a joking matter, it's waaaayyyy too soon. I love him pieces and can see myself getting married to him and having children, but let me stop and breathe a while, man. And I thought I was being a bit pushy and forward in my last relationship, shit. God, I love him. Anyway, I'm still in Spring semester and the online class is actually going quite good. I have computer anxiety so when I'm on one doing homework (that's the only time I get the anxiety of course...lol....I can have fun on my comp!!) My other classes are going good as well. I think I aced my astronomy 204 quiz today. Man, that class is easy now that I have half the work done for me already. lol I'm kinda glad I dropped the class when I took it with Aaron. We weren't doing so hot then. Oh well, it'll boost my grade point higher. I cannot wait to get out of school! NO MORE DEBT!!! I am sick and tired of asking Jamiers for money. I feel bad. I will pay him back someday, I swear it. I can't wait to move in with Amyers!!! That will be fun and I can do what I want when I want. Jamie is going to live with us and we are going to party!!! Alex will be with me always and we will be happy! I cannot wait!!!